Monday, October 12, 2009

Dear Orange,
Today i ran my guts out. Although i was really drained and dizzy after 2 consecutive mock papers...i just felt that i need to relax and be alone. Running is the best solution, isnt it? I feel much better now! :D
I need to brace myself up for tomorrow!:)

Mother Teresa once said:
"Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come.
We have only today. Let us begin."

I am deeply inspired by her compassion, her devotion and her lifelong vocation of service.
There is effectively only 26 left to A levels! Everyday, every moment is crucial! Therefore, i need to go!:D

love, cjiam

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jiamin=) out
@ |Monday, October 12, 2009|
Friday, October 9, 2009

Dearest Orange,
I am back!:) Just eaten my lunch. OMG. Today i cooked fried rice with rice that was cooked 2 weeks ago. Haha. Didnt know that till my mum told me. GREAT. Nevermind bout' that.

YAY! I am here to post more picts of my darling. HAHAH..
Actually she has quite a number of nick names. Me and my sis call her DARLING, sometimes, NANA. My mum calls her GIRLGIRL. My bro calls her MAOMAO(hairy hairy) haha, she's not. My dad..forget it. -.-

Here you go.


She always chooses the weirdest spot to rest at.

Encircled by a holy ring of stinky shoes! >o<



Her poses r not bad right!


Spot her! Me and my sis took a long time to find her >.<


I thought that this photo is super! Darling looks like a tornado rotating at an ultra speed.

Wells. I am tired. This is all for today:)

love, cjiam

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jiamin=) out
@ |Friday, October 09, 2009|

Dear Orange
I am feeling rather depressed today. It has been a long time since i emo-ed. Hahah..its a sort of mixed feeling when it comes to thinking about your official last day as a student attending lessons in school and the thought of your lack of direction in life. After this part of my journey ends, another phase will begin. I was thinking very hard of the plans i have for myself after A levels, and whether i will really adhere to it, because it means me having to organise and plan them all by myself. I guess I've been over-reliant on education all this while. Without it, I feel like a blind mice. At least life in school is all planned out for me by the MOE syllabus as the guidelines and also by my teachers who meticulousy planned study timetables for us. Come to think of it, I dont feel like human. All along i have been hiding in this virtual shell that education has built over me. I need to experience the real world outside man!
Haiz, The more i think about it, the more confused i get. EEEKK. I hate this feeling.
I have zero hopes for GP now.

Haiz. nvm bout the depressing stuff.
Btw, iv been staying back in school quite alot these 2 weeks. I think studying with friends is alot more fun haha. Its amusing how we will all end up pacing up and down the canteen trying to memorise our geog notes. Oh and we had pizza for dinner one of those nights. And i went gaga and started singing to my friends. We all laughed like mad:D

WOOHOO. STEAMMM Ah!(thats my dad's language) >.<
1 more month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As much as i want to post some pictures of my darling, my extremely retarded computer doesnt allow me to. Forget it!
This is all then. BYE!

love, cjiam

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jiamin=) out
@ |Friday, October 09, 2009|