Monday, May 24, 2010

Yoyo Orange.

I contemplated removing my previous post. I came to a conclusion though that good memories, bad memories, they are a part of me. And thus I shouldn't be afraid to face up to the rough patches in my life!

I would say I'm currently resting at the plateau of my life. Im givin myself a break( I just had a kit kat) of 2months till start of Uni. Well of course in between will be some preparation, some fun, more learning and of course, helping out at home. I've not exactly planned out everything that i'll be doing for the next 2 months, but some of the activities that I'm sure of are the university camps, my trip to KL and dancing again! Probably when Uni starts, that will be the climax of my 18th year:D Pretty much looking forward.

Recently went singing with my family, but still didnt have the chance to treat them to secret recipe. My sister claims that i suddenly transformed into a shopping queen. LOL but the thing is i only shop (not including window shopping) once a month!:(

Well talking about family leads me back to Ah Gong's birthday which was last sunday. I enjoyed being a kid again playing and joking around with my little cousins. The best is my dad's cooking! I think i grew by 2kg at least LOL! Ah Gong looked really pleased with the celebration:) I havent seen him smiling so widely for a very long time:)))))

If you ask me what's the best movie for the month of May. I would say IP MAN2:D Donny Yean is damn good looking. More importantly the chinese martial arts spirit that they were trying to portray in the film quite touched my heart. If you ask Nat, I was partly shouting and clapping like an idiot in the cinema. This is my nature,it is hard for me to contain excitement. Well but most of the time Nat and I had our hands in front of our eyes to protect us abit from the violent punches and kicks.

I cant quite recall what else happened over the past few weeks. Havent been updating my personal diary as well:( Well the lazy bug is catching up on me...
Actually sometimes, I feel that words are not the only way to record the events of the past. Photography is another powerful tool which can stop time for that particular moment, and capture the memories that we can never turn back to find because time doesnt wait for us.
However it is much regretted that I wouldnt be putting up any photos here today.

I will when I update the next time:)
P.s orange, you are definitely not that annoying orange that keeps calling every red fruit "APPLE". Hahah u have brains yeaa

love,
JOY

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Friday, May 7, 2010

Dear Orange,

Im not gonna blog about the more stressful stuff today. Just hope that my sis can pull herself together and get better soon. Mother's day celebration has to be postponed haha, probably will sponsor the whole family out to watch IPman2:)

Okie. I need to recap what happened recently.
Last Saturday was our tuition centre's ptm day and indeed it was labour day for us girls! Me, Shuen and Liying ate MACs for breakfast to brace ourselves for the long day ahead. Met unreasonable parents and all, but overall the whole event was a success:) Yay.
After the ptm, although exhausted, i went to meet A02 ppl at ECP. First met up with Ross at Bedok mrt station, haha we r really fated! So we 2 hungry girls quite ate a bit of fingerfood at the Bedok hawker centre:) And then took a cab to ECP. In the end me,ross,ck,lim n jr cyled while waner and ying just walked ard while waiting for us. HAHA ck totally cannot get distracted when cycling or else he'll TOTALLY be a hazard to our lives! WOOHOO! Its great to be in east coast. Havent been there since chu3 when i went with VE ppl.
Chatted with Ross quite a bit on the way home:) I really miss her!

OKie. Here's a glimpse of that night. Got home at 1am i think>.<



Ok then today! AFter visiting sis at the hospital, Linyan and I proceeded to Kent Ridge wing kopitiam to meet up with Haslinda and the rest of CCF ppl:) Got to know 2 new kids, Edward and Saleh. Edward's nice to make fun of haha. I must say i really admire Haslinda, it was probably she who inspired me to be a social worker. The very first time i saw her, she was all smiles. Really supportive, helpful, understanding. WOW. I didnt know there can be such a time when a human isnt that selfish. If possible, i want to be such a person. I want to give like she does! The gratifying look i saw on her face when she sent us off to the Laselle College really melted my heart:))))

Okie so we went to watch "Peter and Blue's Forest Adventure", a production by the Singapore Dance Theatre. HAHA well when i got there i realised why Haslinda mentioned that I was the only older one who wanted to come. The whole theatre was filled with children accompanied by their mothers! Amazing! And well, the story was really entertaining. I felt quite enchanted by the whole fairytale:D Blue, the dog was extremely cute too. The storyline aside, all the ladies were on pointe and it was indeed a marvellous ballet performance by them! Not to miss out the males who can pirouette so well!:D
Me and Linyan both enjoyed the concert a lot:)
Look at the pict below! The blue one is the poser dog haha


Well.and yes! tmr im gonna watch 1 more concert! RJ Dance concert. HAHA what an irony, I didnt watch NJ's. Whatever haha looking forward to finally meet JJQ:)

Hmm what next. Maybe now its time to face my own feelings.
For the past few days, it felt horrible watching my sis suffer like that. I really wish that im the sick one. Myaybe i dont. Coz beside her being sick, i also went for my second MRI scan. This time i went alone, didnt want to trouble my family, who's already bz taking care of sis. This time the scan wasnt that bad but i felt so uncomfortable towards the end i nearly wanted to crawl out of that narrow tunnel like machine. And man. I pray really hard that it doesnt come back again. Maybe all along this is the greatest fear that i have, that's why i didnt even tell my closest friend about how i feel. HAHa but if they read my blog they'll know anywaes.
But come to think of it, i think im ok coz i know im strong. Coz my mum is strong and im her daughter:)
Mom's awesome! I've never stopped wondering why she can operate like a superwoman all year round. I dont look forward to the day she end up really old and feeble, but i think it will come really soon at the rate she's gng. So at least im going to help out for 2 months after my work ends in May so that she can rest:)

And well, the I've also been particularly vexed over Sis's unhappiness with dad and those things she said... I feel unjustified for her on one hand, but on the other, I feel that she should give dad some respect. I think dad was really upset. I felt really bad for having told him whatever sis told me, all uncensored. I just felt he had the right to know. I hope hes feeling ok now.

Bro has been nice and irritating on and off. We went orchard shop that day and he treated me to this BBQ pork dinner. WOO not bad haha and worth it!

:)JIAYOU MEI! GET WELL NOW!!!(:
(That's really all i want for now! I want sis back home!!)

love,
JOY

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