Friday, October 9, 2009

Dear Orange
I am feeling rather depressed today. It has been a long time since i emo-ed. Hahah..its a sort of mixed feeling when it comes to thinking about your official last day as a student attending lessons in school and the thought of your lack of direction in life. After this part of my journey ends, another phase will begin. I was thinking very hard of the plans i have for myself after A levels, and whether i will really adhere to it, because it means me having to organise and plan them all by myself. I guess I've been over-reliant on education all this while. Without it, I feel like a blind mice. At least life in school is all planned out for me by the MOE syllabus as the guidelines and also by my teachers who meticulousy planned study timetables for us. Come to think of it, I dont feel like human. All along i have been hiding in this virtual shell that education has built over me. I need to experience the real world outside man!
Haiz, The more i think about it, the more confused i get. EEEKK. I hate this feeling.
I have zero hopes for GP now.

Haiz. nvm bout the depressing stuff.
Btw, iv been staying back in school quite alot these 2 weeks. I think studying with friends is alot more fun haha. Its amusing how we will all end up pacing up and down the canteen trying to memorise our geog notes. Oh and we had pizza for dinner one of those nights. And i went gaga and started singing to my friends. We all laughed like mad:D

WOOHOO. STEAMMM Ah!(thats my dad's language) >.<
1 more month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As much as i want to post some pictures of my darling, my extremely retarded computer doesnt allow me to. Forget it!
This is all then. BYE!

love, cjiam

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jiamin=) out
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